Thursday, July 28, 2011


So I had a conversation with one of my amazing roommates several months ago. It was about beauty. Basically, I (or we) don't want beautiful children. I don't consider myself beautiful and I've never had anything handed to me because of my average looks.

I don't want my children going through life with everything handed to them. Most likely, I'll have average looking children (by having, I mean adopting) and I'm happy with that. Maybe being a little weird looking would help them deal with the adversities later in life.

Sunday, July 3, 2011


I should be doing homework right now, but meh...

There's an option in the MBA program to study abroad in France for five months. It's an amazing opportunity... but I still don't have any income. Most likely I'll have to take out a loan. I'm not too excited about that, but I get to live in France!!!

Now it's just going to take a lot of effort to get things in order. First on the agenda: find a sub-letter for my apartment January 9th through June 9th 2012. If you know an awesome woman looking for a place to live during that time, let me know!

All I can do is depend on God. But I have a hard time letting things like this go. I feel like I need to be doing something so I never give control up to Him.

But that will be what I put my efforts toward during the next few weeks.